I cried then. Really cried. Years of swallowed grief came out all at once. When I could finally breathe again, Diane poured me fresh coffee and said, “You have two choices. Reopen the case and drag him through court. Or go to that wedding and let him see what he threw away.”
I looked at her.
She grinned. “Actually, forget that. Do both.”
So I texted Julian.
I’m ready. No more hiding.
His response came in less than a minute.
I was hoping you’d say that.
That night he came over. He brought wine. I kissed him before he was even fully inside the apartment. We talked for hours—about trust, fear, the kids, the wedding, and what came next. When I accused him of investigating Garrett without asking me first, he admitted it with surprising humility.
“I knew you’d tell me not to,” he said. “I also knew you deserved the truth.”
He was right.
A few days later, we introduced him properly to the twins. I was terrified. Garrett had already planted poison in their ears—telling them no one else would ever want me, that I had “let myself go,” that I was lazy. Hearing my eight-year-old children repeat those words almost broke me.
But Julian was steady.
He took them to the park, pushed Emma on the swings, played basketball with Evan, listened to their stories as if nothing in the world mattered more. He didn’t try to buy their affection or pretend to be their father. He was simply present.
That night Emma climbed into my bed and whispered, “I like Julian. He makes you do real smiles.”
The next morning Evan asked, “If you marry him someday, do we have to call him Dad?”
“No,” I said immediately. “Never. He’ll just be Julian.”
Evan nodded. “Good. Because Dad can be mean. But he’s still Dad.”
Children always see more than we think.
As the wedding got closer, Garrett started calling.
First, to make sure I was still coming.
